Hey Bb, Im gonna share a story something happens during this not-so-holiday-hari-raya. First of all, I am already preparing some birthday party for Iwani ahahaha but she doesnt know about this. So the preparing took 3 weeks from the highest budget to the lower budget as we reduce it. For the first week, we r searching some places that we can celebrate with her. Unfortunately, I am make a decision by doing her birthday party at a homestay house. So the owner of the homestay was Arisya's junior. She then said used her homestay for free but then I refuse it to take it as a free and we rent the house for 4 hours Rm50. The second weeks is I am buying the stuff for the party, took 4 hours to choose things with reasonable price and affordable cause all the things that we want must below by Rm50. We r searching at today's market and also tesco seri alam. Then, the third weeks was the preparation of her birthday party.
The house was so big right ahahaha. That is the things that we buy from todays and tesco seri alam. After that its time to decorate it!!!!!
After the decorations, its time to buy her present. They (aliyah roslee, vivian then and maisarah zulkifli) are suggesting me to buy at the Johor Premium Outlets ahahaha no no that was a joke, but the we go to Komtar JBCC and City Square. On the way to go there, viv pick me up at the UiTM with them by her purple myvi that looks so prettyy!!! At that time, my fever was not reduce eventho I already eat the pills and take some rest. Viv fetch me at 12:00 p.m. 23 september 2015 ahahahah. After we arrived, then we go to the mango accessories shops. They prefer to me to buy new bag for iwani coz they said iwani loves sling bag. They choose the new pattern of bag that was the colour is royal blue with the price RM 169. Then we go to body shop, we try the body mist coz iwani said to me she likes body mist and I dont know what was body mist (pity to me haih). Then we go to Victoria Secret and searching the body mist. U know what VS rn are making some sales on selected items. When we go, the body mist section tells us 3 bottles of perfume only for RM135 and I was like wow patutla Iwani ni suka sangat VS bau dia memang sedap. Then we go to Charles & Keith and I like some bags at there but it cost RM259 hm out of my budget but we keep trying to buy for her present. We go to Jelly Bunny and Metrojaya, H&M and Pandora but none of them I like. Then we go to Mango shop to buy the bag. Seriously this is my first time buying bag that cost RM169 at mango ahahahahahahaha. We go to the sushi king and I am too awkward for eating that dishes coz u know what, the menus are so expensive and too much soy sauce iyeksss but I am trying to taste their dishes likes bento hm okay kot sedap juga la and the green tea was iyeks to me tak sedap seh tawar meleseh. Then we go to kim florist to buy some flowers but we think that flowers will wilt so just forget it. We go to Dellons shop where they sold helium balloons!!!! We buy the purple and peach ballloons coz Iwani likes purple ahahah and only 5 pieces coz its too expensive RM20. Then we wait for 25 september. At first, Im scared of this party cant be make because her mother cannot give her permission to come back home before 10 and also she is busy ahahaha. So this is the way I can do for her and meet with her without she is knowing about me ahahaha. So, let me story in Malay. Bila dah pukul 7:30 dan ya makanan belum sediakan, Zul belum siap dan decoration belum tampal ahahah hambikko semua orang kelam kabut. Kitorang terus buat cepat cepat. Dengan kehadiran viv, mai, arisya, caca, ainie, diorang pun buat cara kreatif. Magad baik weh idea diorang ni aku pun tak sangka. Pukul 8, mimi kata iwani dah gerak otw dan kitorang belum siap lagi decoration tu pastu arisya pun kata pergi mcd dulu park situ cakap ada hal 8:30 baru datang. Pastu Iwani ni pun degil juga ahaha mimi pun kata dah sampai nong chik height tapi tak tahu belah mana rumahnya. Aku pun get ready la dengan nyalakan lilin tu duduk dekat belakang rumah. Sekali mimi telefon "rumah yang ada dua biji kereta eh, ada kereta viv tu?" terus bebudak ni end call ahahaha. Aku tunggu dia nak masuk sampai cair lilin tu 100% ahahaha apa seh. Last last dia masuk je, "HAPPY BIRTHDAY ICAA!!!" keluar semua sembur dekat dia ahahahahahahaha pastu dia pun lari ke belakang kereta. "Eee jahat bb!!!" Aku datang dekat terus nyalakan balik lilin tu "bb cepatla tiup lilin ni dah cair dah, haa cepat nyanyi pastu wish" tiap kali nak tiup dia kena sembur ahahahahhah bb i cant forget that seh!!! pastu part nak masuk rumah bebudak ni tanya "apa perasaam anda? korang babi eh?" "aah korang babi" AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA padan muka Iwani!!!!! yes finally dapat gak kena prank birthday party dia. Pastu sebelum makan dia kena jawab soalan yang ada dekat belon tu. Soalan tu semuanya pasal date kita en nak uji u ingat ke tak ahahah so sekarang I tahu u masih ingat Iwani. Pastu aku serve makanan untuk diorang waktu tu aku bawa spaghetti bolognese, kek, koktail, nugget. Viv beli macam macam air. Diorang makan aku saja je buat buat merajuk nak cakap dengan iwani sebenarnya pergi kutip sampah la, duduk dekat dapur masuk keluar masuk. Last lasy Iwani perasan.
'Hey bb, u okay tak sekarang' 'I okay bb sorry lately batuk demam semua (muka acah merajuk)' 'u sure u okay?' 'Aah I okay' 'bb muka u cam tak ikhlas kenapa ni I ada buat salah ke?' 'Bb sebenarnya I rindu u sangat, u tahu tak I sakit sakit ni sebenarnya I rindu u, I ingatkan u dekat sana dengan senior u tinggalkan I gitu je. I sedih u tahu' 'No bb I takkan pernah lupakan u tau. Im sorry lately I terlalu sibuk sampai lupakan u. I sendiri taknak buat orang rasa hanging dan I pun tak suka rasa hanging. U tahukan I cemana dekat Ipg sibuk assignment tu yang susah untuk I buat macam dulu kita jumpa mula mula, tapi trust me I janji 7 tahun akan datang I cari u. U jangan cari I sebab I yang akan cari u walai macam mana sekalipun u tetap I sayang nak kahwin dengan u'
waktu tu terus aku nangis sebab aku rasa susah untuk aku buat tapi sekarang aku cuba untuk cope that feeling
'Promise with me bb, we go through thick or thin okay? Jangan pernah berubah hati untuk I? u tahukan dulu I cemana kena tinggal ramai orang. Tapi bila U ada. I terus fokus kepada nak bina keluarga' 'yes I tahu u cemana zul, I pun dulu centu gak tapi trust me kita akan berjumpa lepas 7 tahun. We still loving each other but dalam diam kita tak tunjuk sangat. Kita cam kawan dalam social media u can comment on instagram or anything u have a problem just call me. Itu je cara kita boleh cope that feeling sayang, I love u for who u r rn. U r such a good boy. U tak pernah lupakan I tapi I je tak pernah care pasal u im so sorry sayang. Pls forgive me okay?' 'yes im forgive u' (pinky swear) (kissing ur fingers) 'i love u so much sayang pls stay with me, i need u the most' 'sure sayang u jangan risau pasal I dekat sana I okay, u je kena jaga diri tau jangan sampai sakit lap air mata tu'
pastu aku pun tarik Iwani naik ke atas. Dan aku bagi dia beg. Dia cam 'bb tenkiu so much ni apa ni mango eh? Berapa harga dia?' 'U buka je tengok okay tak beg tu' 'taknak, i nak buka waktu balik sebab malas nak kemas bluek ahahahah'
amagad bila ingat balik confess segala benda yang aku nak tahu semua dah terjawab. Aku masih ingat lagi cara dia senyum, gigi dia, pipi dia, mata dia, jari dan tangan dia serta flaws dia buatkan aku sedih aku takut kehilangan dia. Dia dah semakin cantik dan gembira semenjak dengan aku ni kalau cerita pun gila over ahahaha. Itu je masanya aku boleh tatap lama lama dengan dia sebab pada aku bila lagi nak berjumpa kan. Aku masih ingat cara dia gelak gedik tu ahahah eee geram je. Pastu aku offer taknak tarik ke rambut aku. Dan dia cam eee tak sukala rambut baru u, skema. I nak rambut yang kita first meet tu lagi cantik. Pastu aku offer tampar. Hm sakitnya tuh disini haih. Dan aku masih ingat kita berjanji bb. Walauapapun kita tetap akan berjumpa semula (holding ur hands) pastu dia suruh turun tapi aku tarik dia nak cakap lagi dengan dia ahahah after some time dah nak pukul 10 baru kitorang turun bawah. Then mula la dia amik gambar dengan member dia. And part aku special sikit sampaikan aku spam dalam fon Iwani ahahah. Nak balik tu rasa berat je hati sebab waktu tu mulanya janji aku dengan dia hm. Tapi dia tetap lepak main helium belon. Ni semua arisya la ni ahahaha sampai belon tu terbang tinggi dekat ceiling tingkat atas dah la tinggi ish. Iwani tolong angkatkan barang kunci pagar dan last dia kata sebelum balik dekat luar rumah,
"tenkiu bb for all this thing, i love u so much" "yea sure jangan lupakan I tau bb. I love u too"
Nak balik tu dia pun peluk mai, peluk viv. Dan dia bawa kereta sangat laju ahahaha aku dah agak. Pukul 3:24 pagi aku dapat notify dekat wechat she confess about last night. Aku bangun pagi pukul 9 26 september 2015 waktu tu dia dekat larkin and she said dah baca wechat and yes aku nangis baru bangun tidur lepas baca......... dan aku tahu waktu dia dah gerak ke larkin otw dalam bas ke terengganu. Dan aku tahu kitorang mesti keep distant each othe to focus on what we are doing.
I am trying sayang to cope this feeling and for sure I trust on u. I love u so much Noor Iwani Binti Warrmal.
